Confused

Okay. So...I'm in 8th grade (yeah, young i know) and i have to think about High School because of all the Freshman nights comming up soon. Well. I'm torn between three schools (I'm only giving the first letters. I hate stalkers) ARHS, BLHS, OR SHS. It sucks. I know that BLHS has the best testscores, best people, hardly any gangs, and overall is best. I know I gotta go there. But all of my friends are going to ARHS. That's where 9/10 people from my school go to. Not kidding! So here I am with nowhere to go. ): I'm the loner. Unless I insist on going to ARHS. But I know that BLHS is better. So it sucks. I'll know NOBODY. I wanna see how everyone in my grade turns out. I know 'em all. I've been with them for 4 years. I've seen them change. I've seen lots. I've seen some turn popular. I've seen some turn nerdy. I'mmma gonna miss them. ): I hate it. Gr. But I'm going to go to BLHS. I hope I can get my friend Kat to come with me. She's trying to get her parents to let her. But I dunno if the bus comes to her area. ): So my brother is pissing me off. He's so annying and rude. All the guys at my school ignore me. It's not that I'm so desperate to get a boyfiend. It'd be nice to have a guy friend. Get the info form his perspective. But they're all like: you have to be hot. you have to be popular. you have to not like band. you h ave not wanna make out. you have to have a myspace....& it sucks. I like guys. They're nice. If they wanna be. But at my school they're mean. I read stories (i read alot, 'kay?) about how some people have guys as a bestfriend. I'm jealous ): And I finished my book, Gone. So I got nothing to read. My iPod is annoying as heck. It keeps dying. Some old lady at the old people home was creepy as...crazy creepy today. She saw me and She was like, "What are you doing here?" In the most scary voice ever. Her face was lined and her eyes looked black. Like from a horror movie kinda black. I was freaked and I ran back into my Grandpa's room. My dog would not go piss. I had to stand out in the cold for ever. Eew. People on fanfic net are mad at me for not updating. That's so annoying. I have a life too. They should know that. They're threating to not review if I don't update soon. Whatever. & To top it off I had a arguement on abortion with my Mom. She got emotional. I got emotional now. Ugh. I'm off to read. Of maybe go on the RA forum. They're always nice. :D...Or write a song....Get my mind off things....-Hallie